Why the other woman will never win

Even if you believe he’s your twin flame

His smell was intoxicating. I would inhale and instantly forget why we shouldn’t be doing this.

I was really into twin flames and really did some on purpose, deep meditation on finding him. Even though I was married. And I believe, even now years later, that I found him. It’s just that he was married, like I was.

My husband was in another state, the influx of problems in our marriage, making him relocate with the hopes of bringing our family with him. He thought that a space would bring us closer, but the truth was, I looked for something I termed as extraordinary to take his place.

Right here, I’d like to add a very important part to this story. My relationship with God was an elusive thing to me. I didn’t know how to seek Him and quite frankly, I had become entitled and arrogant after being married to a wonderful man whom I was not grateful for. But God has made life fair, though many would deem otherwise. Going forward….

The first time it happened, it was a spring day and our children was at school. He’d come by to have met test out a new flavor of weed. Apple. I remember being nervous, nearly beside myself because I wanted him, but was hoping, praying that nothing would come of our meeting. I knew he was married. And that little voice…